| I should be in class. A lot. But I'm just too tired.
I actually forgot about daylight savings time, and my cell phone
reminded me but my body rebelled.
I'm sad that I have to work today. It seems like it is one of
those days that I might have been productive if I stayed at home.
Victor is moving to Lawrence. I'm so excited for when we can see eachother w/o driving 30-40 minutes. F that.
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| I am so bored right now!
What the hell is wrong with Lawrence? Maybe it's me. I
never see the people I used to see and I begin to miss it.
Pretty much all I do now is watch teevee shows. I feel like it's
the weather, but it's so easy to blame melancholy on something outside
of your control. I want things to make me feel better, but things
only make you feel better for a little while.
I just need someone to tell me that everythings going to be allright.
Fuck sundays. I really don't like them. That's the problem
with not having a higher power, sundays are empty and
meaningless.
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| Christmas is over. Finally. Haha. I got a sewing machine! I am so excited about it. I just hope that I can do it justice.
I really want to go and run errands but I don't have any.
I wish I was back in Lawrence RIGHT NOW.
I think I might stifle this feeling by going and drowning my sorrow in Java coffee.
bleah.
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| Can I just get a "FUCK YEAH!!"?
The semester is finally over. I would tell you about my classes,
but I usually hate it when people jabber on about classes when they are
in the xangas. Xangas are for fun! They are for
Lo(v)(s)ers.
I don't know why this semester seemed so stressful. I really
don't. Let's just say that now it's over, all I want to do is
knit and watch movies. It's awesome, because I really need to
make some christmas presents like whoa. I will have carpal tunnel
by new year's, I swear.
So victor is officially my boyfriend. lol.
rofl. Last night we had this awesome conversation, he was
talking about bukowski and I was talking about vonnegut and neither of
us was listening to the other... IT WAS THE SHIT!
We also went to the zoo and did that cute couples walking thing, and
made tiger noises and made eye contact with the lions, tigers, and
bears, (oh my.) The otters are teh cute.
I am so fuckin' good right now, you wouldn't believe it.
Secretly, I think it's because I am listening to Peaches and wearing
skinny jeans... I just feel so hip I can barely stand it. I also
think it's because I got up and we had family breakfast over here, with
eggs and juice and toast and bacon. But I am so fucking indy,
that I think I might go and get a double shot of espresso later and
read a heartbreaking work of staggering genius while listening to some
sigur ros on my iPod. ha. ha. ha.
ha. ha... (funny cuz it's true... oh wait I don't
have any money.) LOL! TOO MUCH YARN.
YARN YARN YARN YARN YARN YARN YARN YARN.
Christmas Break = teh sex!
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| i didn't tell you about today because it's world coloring in day so you have to have this map. so nyeah.
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